Here Are My Thoughts

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Someone please save me, 'cause I'm feeling so alone,
There is nothing here that's stopping me from self-destructive thoughts,
As the ground beneath me shakes, I hear the deafening decay,
Of my heart, I feel no sympathy to my own suffered loss,

So here I stand to make the most of what I've got,
As I reach dry land before my body rots,

The silence breaks me when the ice gets thin,
Nothing can save me from this paranoia,
And even when the walls aren't closing in,
There's this fear inside my heart, that I can lose it all forever

This sudden fear has left me sweating in my skin,
This uncertainty won't let me be, no guidance to stay calm,
But I seek the answers telling me what's right and what is wrong,
Just so I can choose a path and need not fear of doing harm,

So here I am trying to be who I am not,
Ask my heart and soul, it seems that they forgot


I deal with sickness all the time, unlikely thoughts are on my mind,
These insecurities are killing me,
Well I hope it's not forever,


I'm waiting, I'm waiting
To kill this tension breeding,
I'm waiting, still waiting,
My inner thoughts are bleeding


from Never Give Up, released June 5, 2017



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